Today in class Jacob scolded me.... and I have to say it was well deserved. Debate is becoming really scary because I feel so insufficient right now. District is this Saturday, and I am NOT READY. Also, I'm a bit miffed because while I'm working my brain off debating, Miranda will be at the Renissance fair. NOT COOL.
Not to mention all this time-wasting personal drama and LOADS of homework.
It's so unfair that the guy I actually like is too stupid to see that I like him. Not to mention he has a girlfriend. Bah. He's perfect (for me) too! The perfect blend of sarcastic/snarky and total coolness. And he's intelligent and actually has views that go beyond sports. However, I'm being bogged down by everyone because of a guy I DON'T like, and everyone is convinced that I do like him. NO.
This is the worst situation ever. Maybe I need to abandon thoughts of ever being with aforementioned perfect (for me) guy, and find someone similar to him....
Maybe I should consider my current options. Maybe I should stop saying maybe. Since when did life get so complicated?