Saturday, January 17, 2009

Just Another

Ok, so today I had a tournament, which shouldn't even be considered a tournament just because of the fact that the speaker points that were dealt out were crap.

I wish we could have gone to the North Lamar one, but oh well.

It was the usual routine of Jacob professing his love to me (literally) and me rejecting him. Then he attempted to hug me multiple times, and succeeded twice. Bleh, I'm really tired of hugs at this point, I mean I only hug people when I feel like it, which is very seldom.

Oh yes, did I mention the sandwich hug, in which I was in the middle and James and Jacob were the outside? No? Well it sucked.

Other than the above mentioned, I think I did pretty well seeing how I went 2:1 in my debate rounds.

Also, I talked to this kid named Marley (who I swear is gay) and he instantly noticed that I have slight OCD. I was kinda impressed that he picked up on it because I usually keep my impulses suppressed.... we talked about m&ms and skittles.

I didn't know it was possible until today, but it seems as if I've come to hate Jack even more. He's such a douche sometimes that I wanna throw stuff at him.  I do however learn from him even though I hate to admit it.   

I'm dreading Tuesday when I go back to school... I really don't want to talk to anyone because I'm just mentally drained at this point and I really don't feel like doing anything. I have a feeling that I'm starting to become depressed again because I've been experiencing immense amounts of lethargy, minor self hate, and I've been reclusive lately---- or maybe I'm just PMSing really bad... but it's never been this bad before....

I guess I'll find out later, but until then expect a lot of petty whining.


  1. I'm sorry about the sumb guys prob >< And, jaa, it's prob just PMS (daaaamn PMS...) But before it gets really bad, spend a day doing stuff you really like!

  2. Awwwwwh! *huggles* Nice to know you did well! And just try and chillax; do some stuff you love doing or anything which relaxes you. Or sleep. Sleep is the ultimate medicine =D Anyway, hope you feel better soon!


  3. you can whine all you want! nice to know that i'm not the only person with a touch of OCD!