Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Fore score

So much has happened lately.

I've had a lot of inner conflicts, and right now I feel as if I'm finally sorting through the rubble to find little pieces of old and new me.

You'd think that self discovery would be easier.

I've been told that I'm hard, quick to judge, and a bit of a jerk by some fellow colleagues, and you know what?

I feel like these somewhat negative qualities make me who I am.

I've had a paradigm shift. Things that were once important last year seem to not even matter now. I don't know what this means. I'm not sure about a lot of things right now, which is causing me to act out in a way.

I'm not talking to my mom till she talks to me.

Also, if I feel down, then I'm down. The sooner I realize I'm down the quicker it is for me to get up. I don't know. I don't know at all.


  1. everyone has flaws, but they're what makes everyone different... if we were all perfectly nice, funny, intelligent, etc. there wouldn't be much variety :P

  2. seems like you know a lot, actually! you're allowed to be down sometimes. let yourself experience the emotion, acknowledge it, and don't let it control your life in a negative way. you rule! [and don't let your emotions rule you]