Thursday, June 25, 2009

Life, put on halt

I don't mind being at my Grandma's house, no really, I love spending time with her, but I hate it when my parents aren't clear with their decisions.

First they tell me that I'm going to miss volunteer days Wednesday and Friday, then yesterday I find out that I'll be going to work Friday, then today I find out that I'm not working.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND. They always tell me that I take to long to make up my mind, but the only reason I take so long is so I won't have to change my mind 5 times.

I like my plans to be concrete. Oh the hypocrisy of it all.

Apparently I've been "sulking". Really? Because it looks like I'm watching the baby, who isn't mine, but sure feels like it.

My mom throws a fit about how I'm watching my Step mom's baby a lot, but it's complicated. It's like, if I want to go and hang out with my friends who are about to leave for college instead of watching my baby brother, I automatically hate my baby brother.

It's not like that. I see the baby every day. I get puked on almost every day, is it too much to ask to want to spend time with my friends before they move 10+ hours away from me? This summer has not been what I wanted. Where did all my friends go? I don't know seeing as how I haven't seen most of them since school let out. Thanks parents.

I have a feeling that it's going to get even worse as the summer progresses.

1 comment:

  1. Oh, I know what it's like to feel alone and friend-less but cheer up! I'm sure it will get better.