It's Sunday and I've done ZERO homework. I should probably do something, but life seems to be on pause right now.
Things seem to be falling apart right now, and instead of thinking too much, or over analyzing the situation like I'm usually prone to doing, I'm just going to sit here. And watch. And hope that my regular philosophy of not worrying will work itself through the situation.
It's quite easy. If you lose something, don't worry about it because eventually it will always come back to you. And if it doesn't come back, then it won't matter because you're not even worried about it to begin with. It's worked with pencils and hats, lets hope it works with everything else.
I might however do some chemistry work, just because. I don't know why, but that's the only thing that makes sense right now.
At this point every other phrase I say is "I don't know."
It's soothing to have something regular right now, even thought that regular is a representation of how unsure I am.
you have articulated well the way that i feel oftentimes. i've even learned to look really fabulous, drive my car, and etc. while i'm feeling this way. i think that this is a definitive case of existentialism.
ReplyDeletethere isn't much else you can do.
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