Thursday, May 3, 2012

Nothing is real

Today I came to the realization that tomorrow will be my last Friday at school.

Next week I’m volunteering for special Olympics (face painting), the week after that is senior picnic, and the last week I have graduation rehearsal.

Everything seems unreal.

I find myself repeating David after the dentist and asking myself, “Is this real life?” because it sure doesn’t feel like it.

I find myself thinking about plans for next year, and things that I’m going to do with my friends when it hits me: I’m going to be gone next year. I will be 1,000+ miles away from everyone that I know. Man. It’s weird.

It’s doubly exhilarating and surreal. Like, is this actually happening? In a few months? What?

p.s. I know I’m extremely late, but I watched the first two episodes of Downton Abbey and I’m hooked. GAH. I really need to be studying for my AP exams and not watching tv.


  1. I know it's scary knowing you're going so far away but it's the best thing that will ever happen to you, I promise! :) And I do hope that you enjoy every single minute!

  2. It is pretty scary but you can do it :)