Tell Me If You're Alright

Everything is alright.....lalalalaaaaa Sorry, had a bit too much of Motion City Soundtrack.

I've been listening to them a lot lately. OMG the TV is on right now, and the show Maury is on. I don't know if anyone outside of the US (or Texas) has even heard of it, but it's a very funny show consisting of paternity and lie detector tests.

Very funny, and a totally interesting show. I wonder if the UK has their own version of ghetto baby mama shows....

Haha anyways, to make up for yesterday's uber shortness I'm going to ramble on about the inner goings on inside my mind.
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PSYCH! Not really, I wouldn't bore you of the weird perverse thoughts that cross my mind on a daily basis..... for now.

Ah, but today I'm headin over to Grandma and Papa's house to look through their fishing stuff. FUN! I love fishing. I just wish it wasn't on a Wednesday. Oh well.

Today's picture features a young and totally spicy Jeff Hardy. He's an awesome wrestler... too bad he's suspended for drugs.. :P

A fish named Jerome.

Ah, yes yesterday after my early release day Dad took me and Stephanie fishing. It was fun to the first ten minutes when I caught a fish, but the last couple of hours were kinda boring.

Since I don't eat fish I decided to go ahead and name the fish that I caught Jerome.

Today was kinda so so. I had to bit my tongue all of woodshop class because you instructor is a total..... well you get the idea.

My report card was ok, only one B the rest were A's.

I don't really feel like typing today. I'm pathetically lethargic.

Some Guy Named Vladmir

Yeah, well I was surfing DeviantArt when I found this dude. He's a great photographer, but what caught my attention the most is that we have similar beauty marks.

The only difference is mine's on the opposite side, and it's smaller. LMAO weird huh?

His myspace says he lives in Ljubljana, Slovenia.... where ever the heck that is.

But yeah, he's pretty much my random post for the day.

Cheers.

Stuntkid fun with paperdolls

Yeah, I tried to make me, but I couldn't find the right skin tone. Oh well. Cool huh?

Survey Hmm?

Do you smoke weed regularly?
No, do you?
Who was the last persons house you went to?
Hang's yo.
Miss someone?
nah, not really. maybe my sisters I guess.
whats your ex doing?
dunno, prolly eating pink ponies
Song playing?
It could be you -- Motion City Soundtrack
What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
Mint Chocolate Chip
What's annoying you right now?
Poeple.
Have you ever thought one of your teachers did drugs?
Yes, probably the younger ones...haha
Who did you ride in a car with last besides your family?
Er, hmmmm.... I forget.
Are you tired?
Of BS? Yeah.
What color is the shirt you are wearing?
Grey
What will you do Sunday?
Paint?
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
Erg, stupid glowing red numbers.
How is your heart lately?
Nice and healthy, and a little more beat happy than most
Could you live without a computer?
Could a fish live without water?
What did you do last night?
Hang's Picnic, and watched My Boy Jack, and Chocolate.
Last show you watched?
Er, not a movie? Hmmm... prolly MythBusters
Are you friends with your most recent ex?
Does oil and water smell like cantloupes?
How would you describe your style?
Erm.... Kimya Dawson-ish?
The last place you went to?
The convenience store
Who/What made you angry today?
What huh? Repeat that?
Do you sing in the shower?
Every day!
Ever been suspended from school?
Never suspended.
Do you still go to school?
Doesn't everyone?
Where is your brother or sister?
At my Mom's house.
Do you like your cell phone?
You mean the broken thingy that I made into a sculpture?
Eye Color?
Really dark, almost like inkwells.
Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
Other than all my friends?
Who is the first person you call when you hear of news?
I don't call, I IM
How many of your top friends do you talk to daily?
Erm I forgot who's on my TOP
What should you be doing right now?
Dunno, photoshopping?
Do you get along with your parent(s)?
MY MOM
How many credit cards do you have?
Eh, nada
Do you watch hannah montana?
If my sister is
Have you ever been stuck in an elevator?
nopeeee
Do you have any tattoos?
The temporary kind :]
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
maybe my eyebrow
Have you ever been arrested?
what does that mean?
Do you truly love your life?
I love being alive, it sure does beat being dead
What would you change if you could with your life?
The eighteen wheeler accident.

the pic i promised sorta

Haha ok, so it wasn't the full outfit, but actually my leg(s). You get the point though.

The girl in the black dress and glowing green tights

Yups, that's me.

Today I wanted to glow, and stick out. Everytime I walked down the hall people would double-take and laugh or smile, probably thinking, "OMG is she seriously wearing that?"

My Language Arts teacher thought I looked "cute". Haha.

I went to Hang's today also for our picnic. Most of the time we just threw food at each other and took pictures, but overall it was fun.

Maybe I might post pictures of my outfit...once Hang or Brookie post them on Myspace.

Note: Buy more Panache

Haha yes. It's the after event of the NJHS ceremony which went smoothly. I kept on telling Bekka to trip and fall, and joking about her doing something wrong and whatnot. Of course, she had the poise of a gazelle, so she had nothing to worry about.

Slllllaaaaaadddddeeeee kept on making crude funny jokes, and I had to keep myself from busting out laughing.

Luke Durden's cologne almost Killed me. It was so friggin strong, and throughout half the ceremony I had to keep from sneezing.

Luckly, it was a very short and simple thing, so I only had to endure his allergy inducing scent for twenty minutes. Now, I not only have a cool thing to slap on my record, I also have a super cool piece of paper to frame and hang on my wall. It'll sure look good next to my Wresting and Punk posters. :P

Mmmhhhhmm...... My brownies smell delicious..... they're all nice and hot and fresh from the oven.

Oh, today after the ceremony I went to the store and finally bought some Acrylic and Watercolor paper, and since I've been procrastinating about it for like a month I thought it to be a major accomplishment. I also bought some gum :]

Before I forget, I have to apologize to Bekka about the whole Pop Recital thing. I seriously did forget you were in choir, and I didn't mean to hurt your feelings by inviting Asstin. I know you don't think of him on a friend level yet, but he's one of my guy buddies that I can't avoid hanging out with.

I'll try my best into talking him out of going to it.....errr yeah, we both know how he is about stuff like that. He was really excited about going too, but maybe I can try to convince him to go to the mall or something.

Sorry, I'll try to remember and think next time I do something like that.

Fuddy Duddy

Props to Petar for my blog title, and no, his name is not a typo. Haha, I remember last year when I was going over papers in one of my teacher's classes I thought his name was a typo!

Anyways, I just finished getting ready for NJHS (national junior honor society) after a longgg funn day of school. Also when I get home I have to remember to bake brownies.

Hopefully by making this post I'll remember to make them, but knowing how forgetful I am I'll probably forget and have to bring the icky cold ones from the store that you buy pre-made. Bleh, thos are such a disappointment.

Haha last period Slllllaaaadddddeeeeeee was being very awkward by saying that Petar wanted to do me.....ew. It wouldn't have been that awkward if Petar wasn't working in our group with us.

It's a good thing I'm so smooth. I played it off really well by saying Ewwwwwwwwwww. Yup. Imma smooth operator......LMAO Jk

Ok, well I'm going to go see if I can get rid of the spot that seems to have just popped up on my face. It seems as if my body wants to sabotage my one moment of semi greatness by making it looks like a giant spider has crept up and bitten my cheek.

Ah the troubles of being a Fluorescent Adolescent.

Pins and blunt needles

Oh wowsa. This is week is probably on of the busiest weeks of this month.

One, family issues. Two, TAB meeting and GYM. Three NJHS. Four, Picnic Friday. And to top it all off I'm going to be spending most of my time in front of the computer designing buttons and crap for the Library.

Not that I don't mind, I mean heck, I spend most of my time designing stuff on the computer anyways.

All day Melissa has been pressuring me about getting ready for NJHS, and I know it's for my own good, but still. I usually tune people out if they bug me too much, also today I've been verrrryyy spacy.

You can ask Bekka. Haha that reminds me, I'm not going to speak to her all tomorrow because she didn't go to GYM.

Haha her loss. Oh, crap I forgot to ask one of my friends if I could use one of her pics as stock Image..... er I'll ask her tomorrow.

Oh hey look! It's my Deviant Art ID! Woosh it features me being a total nerd at the Valentine's Dance.

Not at all creepy

Haha yes, last period a kid in my adv. Reading class was being just a little creepy, but he's funny and smart so it's all good. Whenever I see him I think "Serbia? WTF? It sounds like fruity ice-cream!"

Haha shhhhhh....... I never said a word.......


Now onto the boring part of my day. Today during my advisory period we had to attend the rehearsals for our NJHS ceremony which ironically will take place in the school gym.

Why is it ironic you ask? Well think. The gym is where all the athletic jock people go to show off their jock-ness, and it's where all the P.E. kids go to slack off.

We're having a prestigious smarticle award being presented there. How funny is that?

Ah well, this is just me, being odd at the most. Also did I mention how much I stuck out while there? Every single other kid there was preppy and smart and owned at least one American Eagle or Areopostal item of clothing, and there I was in my hoodie and t-shirt straight from Hot Topic.

Can you say social outcast? If only my friends had more ambition, and bigger goals. What, do they think that everything in life is just going to be handed to them?

Oh, wait I know some poeple who think like that.... it's a good thing they're not my friends.

To each and one of the people I consider a friend: I'm Disappointed.

Oh, yeah like the nerdy Gaspard pic? Haha it's adorable.

113 out of 365

Wow and it's not even summer yet! This just goes to show you how much of a blogger I am.

Also, I think about 15% in pictures and music while the other 85% is actual blogging. Aren't you proud? I am. Screw you, who cares about your-proudness.

I'm thinking about having a little celebration over my 200th post, and maybe going out to a restaurant or something.... Who knows?
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Today I went outfit shopping for the NJHS ceremony thing. My stepmom and I decided that I couldn't go up there in a t-shirt and jeans. It's a fancy pantsy type thing. I wish some of my friends could make it out there... Only my smart-ish friends are going to be there. Oh well. It'll be just another great thing to slap down on my college record.

Fabulous Fishing

AH, yes today Dad took us fishing. Fun fun!

No seriously, I LOVE fishing. Even though I don't like to eat fish I certainly do like to catch them. Weird right? Well, Dad said he was going to finally buy his own gear for us and actually get himself and Melissa a fishing license so we can go fishing more often.

How cool is that?

I think it's awesome.

*EDIT*
Holy moly one of my photoshop creations has been featured on a recommended journal on Deviantart!!!
I'm so happy! You can check it out here. BTW it's under the wallpaper category and it's the mountain ocean picture that says 'Peace'.

DA

I've been overloading my DeviantArt account with random stuff.

Complusive Sponge of a Know-it-all

Ahh reviewing how I acted today there is only two words I could say to myself as I stared at the mirror scowling. Shut Up.

Yes, today I must admit I acted like a bit of a know-it-all. I didn't realize it at the time, but all of the information I've spouted off this week was immensely unnecessary.

Like yesterday at A day lunch Stormy was talking about how she wanted to improve the school system by changing the buses and crap when I wen tall environmental on her and started spouting out statistics, and reasons why the govt. wouldn't allow anything for the next decade.

Afterwards later on in the day I felt like a total arse. I've been meaning to apologize, but how do you apologize for rambling on about governmental facts?? Sorry, but I'm a complete fact freak that belongs on the debate team? Yeah. Let's all see how that goes over.

Er, well I've been given enough heat about my conspiracies this year, I'll just let it rest.

Next time someone brings up environmental improvements I'm just going to bite my tongue and let them keep their hopes in the future horizon. Yes folks. For once I'll silence my opinion for the greater good of the world.....or well at least my friends.

Like that one time Hannah thought Edward Scissorhands was made in the eighties I bit my tongue and didn't argue that it was actually in fact made in 1990.

A MUST HAVE

Yes, this is another one of my little things that, If I had the access to a credit card, I would impulsively buy. All the credit for finding this little cutie goes to Dooce.

OMG It's so cute. Buy me one! If you want to find the article for it click HERE.

Boys boys boys

PHEW. GYM was fun.

It was probably one of the most fun nights ever.

I spent most of the night mainly hanging around Kenne, Adrian, Taylor, and Asstin. It was totally knarly!

We were up in the little slide thingies most of the night chasing each other around and crap.

At one point Adrian stole Asstin's hoodie and we ran around trying to hide it from him. Of course me and Taylor were sweating bullets, so we wiped out icky sweat on Asstin's jacket.

He wasn't too happy about that and he ended up hittin Taylor in the balls....twice.

Haha also, there was this er....lets say less respectable looking girl who was trying to flirt with Asstin and crap and I thought it was hilarious!

We were sitting in the little booths that they have when she just strolls up and sits down next to Asstin and was all like, "So are you two going out?" she indicated towards me and Asstin.

I almost snorted on the spot, and exploded with laughter as I replied with a "No way dude, just buddies!" I was about to add "With benefits." As a joke, but it was just too funny seeing Asstin's face as she moved closer to him, mouthing "he's hot!!!!1111" to me.

To top that off he was sending me "HELP" signals, but I wanted to mess with him even more so I loudly stated, "OOOOOHhhhhhh Asstin! She wants to Bang you!!"

He gave this look of "WTF? I hate you."

It was wayyyy worth it. Haha fun fun. I forgot how much I missed hangin out with the guys, especially Asstin. He's a cool friend that can just let loose and have fun, and not even succumb to the filthy claws of less respectable looking girls. No matter what people say, I know he's not that type of guy. Believe me.

Also he told me about this little black tiny kitten he found at WalMart. He named it Walden, Wally for short. He said he's gonna keep it ^..^

Oh yeah, for all you girls wanting to bang him and make beautiful babies with him, BEWARE.

He plans to name his first kid Potifar, and then nickname him Potty. So yeah, I warned you.

Doggie

Yes, for those of you looking for a way to get back on my good side: GET ME THIS FLOWER DOGGIE ASAP!

Also, great news! I got into the National Junior Honor Society! w00t!

How cool is that?

Ah, well just another thing to boost my self esteem.

BTW, I'm thinking about re-designing my graphics page.....

Poor Poor Lamb

AH, boy do I have a funn fun post!

Let me start out with an apology to Bekka: Sorry, but this was too funny not to tell.


Ok, well Wednesday night at GYM I was joking around, making little outrageously insane comments about people, cracking knarly jokes about tedious things. Well on that particular night my friends Celery and Taylor were hanging out with each other all night and I happend to crack a little gay joke in their direction telling Bekka that they were "Gay".

Now for some background info. Celery is the most homophobic guy I know, and Taylor is STRAIGHT, but as it turns out Bekka didn't know much about them and SHE THOUGHT I WAS SERIOUS.

Later on during the week she was talking to my friend Michell who is good friends with both Celery and Taylor and mentioned that they were going out.......

Then later that day Michell told me what Bekka said......

Imagine all the jokes going on about Bekka..............

It all makes me want to write NOOBIE on her forehead with a magic marker. Lol jk jk Beks, jk.

Now on with some more dire news. L CUT HIS HAIR!!! Holy mo fo with a dash of Bhudda!

HE CUT HIS WONDERFUL HAIR THAT WAS AS SOFT AS A PUPPY!

Ah, well lets all mourn in the loss of it's coolness.

A new word for Lazy

Big Five Word Test Results

Extroversion (41%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. Accommodation (44%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly selfish, uncooperative, and difficult at the expense of the well being of others. Orderliness (12%) very low which suggests you are overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Emotional Stability (72%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Inquisitiveness (61%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.

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Bekka made me take this test.

Plausible Panache

Ok, today I admit I was a little on the sharp and pointy edgy side, but hear me out.

Today I have realized two things:

1. All girls no matter how trusting they may seem are blabbermouths.

AND

2. I'll probably never say the word Panache in Texas ever again for the fear of sounding stupid. Alas, it seems that I can only use that word in northern states or Europe.

Oh goodness me, yesterday I was so tired I fell asleep in the shower.

Probably not my most shining moment, but I did come out of the tub feeling squeaky clean and damp.

I should have taken a cold shower...eh oh well.

Ok, I'm off to do some web designing and maybe make a new banner for this dear old blog. Also has anyone else besides me noticed that this is my 104th post?!?! Holy cow! And to think I started this thing in January!

Total Major Wipeout mannnn

Jeez I'm beat.

Being at Hannah's house sure was fun, but right now all I wanna do is crash on my bed. The weekend was great!

I ran into some buddies that I usually don't see on a daily basis, and got a lot of exercise in.

The first buddy I ran into was Christena (AKA Bunny). She moved away last year to a different school... :[ Ah, well seeing her was really cool. We ate snowcones!

Then we ran into some who hates snowcones, Austin A.

He doesn't go to our school now, but he will next year! Yeah!!! He's one of my good old friends from back in the day which is also referred to as last year. Haha.

Anyways for some random odd reason, he was at WalMart buying pink tape with Jon.

Eh.... I'm getting too tired too type anymore. Maybe I'll elaborate on my weekend later, maybe not. I'm going off to crash on my unsuspecting unused bed.

Living for the weekend is not healthy

Haha. I've been anticipating spending the weekend at Hannah's because whenever I'm there It's always nonstop anime fun.

WOOOOOOO!!!

Hopefully everything will go smoothly. I heard the weather forecast was supposedly wonderful for this weekend....I hope the weather man wasn't lying again.

Ok, since I usually don't give explanations to the images I put in my posts, This is a picture of the wonderfully godly Relient K (don't ask me if I spelled it right).

Ever since I was a wee little kid under the height of 4'5 I've had a crush of the lead singer Matt Theissen. Yes, if you guessed it he is the cute dark blondie boy with the stunning blue eyes.

Well you can't see his eyes too well in this picture, but in one of the music videos you can see it really well.

There's this one kid at my school who reminds me of Matt, but he's really quiet and keeps to himself. Plus we're in different social circles, and he's one grade above me. Eh..... maybe I'll talk to him over the summer if I'm not too lazy.

If only

I wish there were people like Fitzwilliam Darcy at my school. I don't care what most people say, He's like the coolest guy character in a romantic book. Yes, even better than the all powerful and totally lovable Edward Cullen.

He would be a competition for Artemis Fowl, but Artemis fowl isn't a romance series. It's like a sci/fi, fantasy, action series.

But yes, this is another blog post filled with the thoughts and words that the world would be a infinitively greater place if we had more guys like Mr. Darcy.

He's like the perfect blend of emo and manly, with a dash of coolness! And, he's loyal to all his dude friends.

Jane Austen was a genius to create him. Curse you Jane Austen for making such a fantastical guy that I will never meet!

Gawd. I wish. If only.

Long time no see

Today I got a wake up call.

I went to GYM today, not expecting to be spoken to by God, but we had a guest minister come by and I was literally shocked.

It's been a while since I've heard a good sermon because most of the time I tune stuff out.

Some people know that I haven't had the best experiences with religion, and overall God, but tonight it's as if he reached out and said, "I'm here. I haven't forgotten you."

I wanted bust down and cry due to the fact that I had this inexplainable emotion running over me.

However, I held it all in and blocked it out. I don't like crying. At all.

But as I was saying before, I have my reasons for being so far and distant from religion.

When I was younger I practically lived in the church. I went to private church school every day, and I'd go to church Sunday morning, and night, and Wednesday church and Thursday prayer meetings. Everywhere I went I had a Bible, and like I told a friend of mine, I went to school with the bible.

I lived, breathed, ate, and crapped church.

Everything I did had to involve God. For a while I grew sick of God. I really didn't have a choice in what I wanted to do or think. It was as if everyone in the church was trying to shove their beliefs down my throat. They were suffocating me.

You probably wouldn't understand unless you're Independent Fundamental Baptists, or Mormon. Trust me, they're a lot alike.

Luckily, my dad pulled me out of the brainwashing society at the age of 11, and ever since then I've been off and on a religious hiatus.

Lately, I've been so far away from God that I haven't even thought to pray in the mornings, as per usual. You never know how far you've drifted away from God until he reels you back into his will.

It's an amazingly odd feeling. Its like living in a dim room with a candle in the far back, when all of a sudden someone brings the candle closer and it completely lights up your world.

Oh, erm well...CHICKENS?!

So, Why is it that most beautiful people tend to be buttwipes?

It's as if they're saying "I'm too pretty to be nice, but give me stuff and I might flash my horrendously dazzling smile in your fugly direction."

Why??
Why??
Why??
Why??
Why??
Why??

I bet if they were average like the rest of the human race they'd be nicer.
Gosh why are ugly people mean? They don't have any advantages at at all.... gosh sucks for them. :p

I'm allergic to fuzzy feelings

But I digress. My friends make me smile, and even though they have an immeasurable amount of flaws, they have twice as many good qualities.....well most of them do.

Kidding! Gosh!

Ok, so how about I tell you about these people? Hmmmm I dunno... As long as you promise not to steal them.....


Bekka: What can I say about her? She's a total lamb! Very kind and sweet, and always there. If there's one quality that I envy about her it's that she's tremendously understanding. Even if it's something totally incomprehensible, she'll most likely out of the goodness of her heart try to understand. Whenever I think of Bella from the series Twilight, I think of Bekka. Although she'll probably deny it (I'll hold her to it) they have a lot of the same qualities in common.

Hannah: The cooliest mermaid ninja out there! She helped me realize that in my past life, I was in fact, a Komodo Dragon. She's the friend you go to when you wanna hang out and have a fun time. If I had to chose a friend to be a designated driver on a Tuesday night, I would most deffinetly pick Hannah. [*pokes Hannah's nose*]

Steffy: OMG does this girl ever frown? I don't think so. Every time I see her she's got a smile on her face. Even though I've only known her for less than a year it feels like we've been friends forever.

Celery: Well, even though he's a major butthole at times, I have a lot in common with him. There's never something we don't talk about.... well maybe girl issues and crap like that, but still, he's cool. Also he likes metal music and headbangs, but he probably has one of the highest I.Q.'s at my school. Tsk Tsk if only he weren't so lazy.

Kenne: Sometimes he's really annoying, but overall he's a really cool guy. He's friends with like everybody, but I dunno. Hmmmm.... I don't really know how to describe Kenne.... Would it sound to cliche if I said he was reaaallllly nice? Eh, sometimes he's comes off as really desperate, but that subject is for another post, for a different day.

Slaaaaadddddeeeee: He's a ninja. Need I say more?

If you loved me

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Killa on my back mannnn

Arg. Ok, I've been working laboriously over Bekka's and my Forum that we've been wanting to start for a while.

Gawd it's friggin hard. Especially since I've never set a forum up before.

Of course, It's only making my knowledge of the web increase even more. Everything is trial and error, but of course it's very interesting and fun.

I love the feeling of satisfaction that spreads over each bone in my body whenever I do something right! I've been missing out on that feeling lately.

Ah, my brain may hurt, and my fingers might ache a bit from typing a lot, but it's all worth it in the end. Maybe when I'm finished with it I'll put up a link.... who knows?

Ah, well I better get back to work. I've already wasted 5 minutes typing this confounded excuse for a blog!

Little smart kids are manipulative.

UIL today was semi ok. I placed fifth individual and first in group for Dictionary skills. Let me start out by saying that I'm extremely tired.

I arrived about 30 minutes before my event, and spent the rest of the day there just hanging out. In all I spent a total of seven hours at the event.

We had like seven schools there for district, which was kinda weird because I didn't know half of them.

But now lets get down to the title of my blog, and how manipulative little smart kids can be.

After my event, I changed out of my icky school team shirt into some normal clothes. Well the shirt had one of those v-neck thingys, and in the bathroom it looked all fine and dandy and up to school requirements. So I was all yeah, uh huh, yeah, pretending to pay attention to the awards and stuff that were being passed out when this little kid says "Hey ya mind doing me a big favor?"

Of course, being the nice and courteous person I am, I'm like sure! Ok! So he asks me to pick up his water bottle that he dropped on the floor (he was sitting on the riser that was way high up)

At first I didn't think much of it, I mean it was just a kid asking for help when my friend Sayra is like, "Dude he was checking out your cleavage."

I was appalled and shocked, thinking, "Dude WTF?"

and she was like, "Yeah, he was watching you when you bent down."

WHO KNEW LITTLE TEN YEAR OLDS WERE SO EVIL?!

Also has anyone else noticed that Miguel J. has a wimpy handshake?

SIGNS I TELL YOU!! SIGNS!! haha ok, I'm going to go write and eat some dinner.

I bring tidings of great joy

Finally! My stepmom got a sonogram thingy done and I finally have the pictures! Please excuse my lack of words in this post....I'm too busy looking at the pictures of my future sibling....w00t!
Click on the image in order to enlarge it!!

My Future is Warped

It's something I think about constantly.

Actually, It's kind of sad how much I ponder upon the idea.

Ever since I was little I've always dreamed of traveling around everywhere, maybe having a kid or two; but I've never pictured myself with a significant other.

Whenever I'd daydream It'd always be me, and a kid. No 'special someone' or anything along the lines of that.

Many, and I mean MANY of my friends, and on the occasion my family, have criticized the choice of lifestyle I wish to partake in, but hear me out.

Listen to my pros and cons. STOP JUDGING ME.

The first subject that people can't seem to grasp is the fact that I want a child without a father. There are many ways to accomplish that. One is adoption, which would probably be my first choice, and Two is having my own baby.

Don't ask me how, there are many ways things can happen. Many people are like "What if the child want to know their dad/biological parents?"

My answer is sure, I don't care. I'd do everything in my power to help them find whomever is their parent.

Another question is, "What if your kid didn't want to travel, what if they wanted to go to regular school?"

Well, as my child would get older to say about ten, I'd take a year to stay home and see if they enjoyed being at a regular full year school. If they did, I would partially stay at home for the school year, only leaving for special business trips and summer. If they didn't like the school then we'd continue to travel around.

People alway gripe about the negative things that come with having a nomadic lifestyle like not having any foundation, or my child not being able to make permanent friendships.

On the contrary, my child would be able to make many friends, plus we'd be staying there for at least 3-5 months, and with the technological advancements we have today such as web cams and e-mail, it'd be easy to stay in touch.

Not to mention we'd be immersed in all sorts of cultures and environments. My child would be exposed to new languages, and otherwise looked over knowledge of other countries that most people regularly acquire at an older age.

See there are many ups and downs to the situation, but one fact remains clear. It's MY life and MY choice. So stop btching at me.

Let's all take a step back.

Let those who judge be judged.

I'm not going to say that I don't judge people, because that would be a total lie.

In fact, now that I think of it, I pre-choose my friends. Appalling right? Ok, when I first moved to my current school in the 6th grade I saw a crowd of people, and a few people that I saw were cool, and I thought, "I'm going to be friends with them one day."

And guess what? I'm friends with them now! I don't know how it happened though, but it all just seemed to fall into place. Like one of my closest friends Bekka, I have no idea when I started talking to her. All I remember is that I started to talk to her in the 7th grade and viola here we are now!

But I distinctly remember in seventh grade I heard people talk about her and I thought, "Man, she'd be cool to talk to maybe."

Yes, when I see people I analyze them. I can't help it. I judge the heck out of people, and it's not my fault it's just how I think. And the sad thing is, most of the time I'm right about my assumptions.

There's this one chick at my school who acts, well to put it bluntly, like trailer trash. Sad enough, when I thought that, I was right.

Or like when I presume someone has a stick up their butt, they usually do. Heck, I don't even have to talk to them. I just observe they're body language and how they dress. And NO it does not have to do with the fact that they dress preppy. Gawd, you could be goth and still act like you head is halfway up your rectum.

YES I judge people, NO I don't go up to people and voice my opinion the second I meet them.

I wait a week to give them the benefit of the doubt, THEN I voice my opinion. ; ]

WTF dude? Get ur own idea!

OK. I Am sick and friggin tired of people copying each and every one of my ideas. It's ok if a friend of mine asks me if they can copy me, or something along the lines of that; however when you take say, an art/literature concept of mine and call it your own, that's just called PLAGERISM, COPYING, and STEALING.

It's something that I will not tolerate. Partly, because it's uncool, and it's also a pain in the @ss when I have to go and yell at you for stealing my idea.

Is it that hard for people to think of something original to do? Maybe you just don't have a creative bone in your body, or maybe you head is too far up your butt to see anything past your rectum? I don't know.

Why don't all the jockers in the world do all artists a favor and crawl down a deep tar pit and die. It would make everything in my life wayyy easier. Gawd people can be btches.

Today, in class I wanted to scream/yell/btch to this one person because she was talking about how she writes and crap, and she started explaining the plot. Well I was listening, and the day before I had been talking to that same girl(who I didn't particularly like) telling her about some random stuff I was working on(which I admit on my part was stupid) and how I had imagined all this stuff one night and how I was planning to write about it. As it turns out, she didn't realize I was there so she started rambling on and on about MY plot line and pretty much said word for word what I said the day before, but instead of saying I created it SHE TOOK ALL THE CREDIT.

At first I was like "Dude! WTF??" but instead of creating that big of a scene, I simply threw her a piece of paper that said: GLAD TO SEE your STORY IS ORIGINAL

When she saw that it was me who threw it, she looked embarrassed, and after class I told her that if she pulled another stunt like that, I'd personally make her life hell.

Which now brings me to say, DON'T STEAL YOU LITTLE BTCH! or else.